Total Recall (2012)

Matthias: Mr. Hauser, What is it you want?
Doug Quaid: I want to help you.
Matthias: That is not the only reason you are here.
Doug Quaid: I want to remember.
Matthias: Why?
Doug Quaid: So I can be myself, be who I was.
Matthias: It is each man's quest to find out who he truly is, but the answer to that lies in the present, not in the past. As it is for all of us.
Doug Quaid: But the past tells us who we've become.
Matthias: The past is a construct of the mind. It blinds us. It fools us into believing it. But the heart wants to live in the present. Look there. You'll find your answer.

[source: http://www.imdb.com/character/ch0321309/quotes]

Saturday, December 20, 2014

Pedestrian problems

Seems that even the less developed Big Island is still not a pedestrian-friendly place.  The island retains much natural topography, but the roads traversing it are crowded and unforgiving if you're on two feet instead of four wheels.  After nearly becoming road kill this morning, I decided much more will need to be done with the aid of a motorized vehicle.

I have also been reflecting on the changing nature of plans and dreams and the importance of living in the present.  The only peace I can find is in the present.  The trick is remembering that it is always there despite physical pain or changing circumstances or whatever else life might throw at you.  The peace is there if you lead with your heart and choose, as Wayne Muller suggests, "the next right choice."  [I am so thankful to my discussion circle from the Shalom Spirituality Center for all of the insights shared during the reading of Muller's book "Being, Doing, and Having Enough."]

At present, I am committing to exploring the Kohala Center and hopefully an off the grid home (former bee farm) for the next week on the Big Island.  After that, I am going to follow 'the next right choice' back home though I am pretty certain those choices will include familiarizing myself with the many non-profit activities students could participate in next year.

Either way, I want to make decisions (big or small) from the heart and without looking forward or back.  That would be 'peacing out.'  B.

P.S.  Thanks to Barb D. for all the in-flight conversation and the Kind Bar.  :)  It was great to catch up!

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